It has been long time since I wrote my last journal and its time for an update XD
This Friday is the last day of school, on Sunday I finished all my final exams for this year and next year... I'm Senior !!
and next week, after my mom will come back from Russia, we'll go to a tattoo shop and I'm having my first tattoo!! I guess I'll post picture of it after I'll have it... (:

And again I'm on the work... my next destination in the world is Hungary- Budapest! my friend Daniel already spoke to his parents and they are willing to have me there ^^ But beside that from the orchestra they talk about next year.. we might go to the.... USA O:

-ATTENTION!-
Long scroll ahead!!


Germany, here I come! (Again)
Or more like, Berlin! here I come =]

Damn... in one and a half hour I'll be sitting in the bus, on the way to the airport, with all the orchestra and of course my friends!!!

*is doing the -I'm coming to Germany- dance*

So.. I've already talked to my host on email and she told me that she bough me and my friend (Mor, we're going to be together in the same family) tickets to the concert of Berlin's Philharmonic orchestra this Saturday evening Sounds so gooooood!! (WOHA! I FEEL GOOD * TA NA NA NA NA NA NA *)

I'm really sorry that I wasn't very active the past few weeks, had lots of Exams, concerts, orchestra rehearsals and school projects to make... (and still, after the holiday I have 4 more projects to hand over...

Only last Friday I found some time to sit as I usually do and draw... I was watching for the first time the movie 'Gone with the Wind' and I was very emotional with it.. so I just had to draw Scarlet and Rett... XD Because I'm lazy fat and my sketchbook is already packed in my suitcase, I'll upload it when I'll come back XD
W00t, I hope that Berlin will be inspirational! I feel like drawing... I missed that


As always I have a little list of things that I have to buy there... Including Vampire Knight... I guess that I'll have to search for at least 6 vol. o.o; of course some new CD's, and clothes... (NewYorker ) and some band aid to my grandmother o.o;;; what a weird request... 'I want this special brand! and it's german!' .___.

I really hope that I won't burst into cry at some point of the trip, I can't get it out of my mind, all the plans I had to this trip.. With Daniel... And I'll be closer to him in Berlin than I am right now... My fat dude God how much I miss that guy... (and I still owe him a good German beer from my last trip... now I have to get it to him.. XD)


Sorry for that lenght, had to write everything

Damn I can't believe it!
Last week I was all mourning about Daniel leaving us...
But poof! in one day I got so many good announcements!!

So... here they are!!

1. Robert is coming!! ^^ Robert is one of my best friend's boyfriend. he lives in Germany.. and she lives in Israel... the cutest couple ever ^^ and he's coming right on time for Purim! (Jewish holiday, it reminds of Halloween, dressing up and costumes )

2. Today, we're going to a concert in our conservatory of some female Jazz singer (and piano player) and I heard that its going to be awesome (yeah, I wan't last week so I don't know her name )

3. For the first time (!!) our school is doing a Purim ball!! (MASQUERADE!!! O: ) only for 11-12 grades :] and I'm going as a.....

Vampire!!
(how original yeah??)
but I'm going on more Elegant-Goth style I hope it'll work! =]

I can't believe it.
HE JUST WENT OUT!!!

Daniel was here... and we drank cola for the last time, and we ate my mother's chocolate cake ^^
It'll sound very stupid, but the scent of his perfume, I can still smell it...
For the last time, we sat on my bed and talked about our stupid traditional things,
and then I started to cry, of course. Telling him how it won't be the same without him... and that I really hope that he'll come to visit us in Berlin, it's a MUST!!!
He has to come... we had so many plans for Berlin... and these plans included a lot of beer XD

damn I'm going to miss him... I was so close to him, he was the only guy that I could talk with him about EVERYHTING!


So of course, before he left, I gave his such a huge hugggg it was so strong that we fell on my bed but it was the best hug ever... damn I needed that hug so much...

So everything in my life is going to be different,
Maybe someday I'll meet him in Budapest, and we'll shop in NewYorker, and drink huge amount of beer, like the old days...

and damn.. I forgot to tell him to sign on my wall... all because of Mor, his gf, I wanted to talk to him so badly and because she was there too I forgot everything... I wanted to say, to give him...